Insecurity VS Reality
"Beauty is in the eye of the beholder".. tell me what do you see as beautiful?
It is amazing how many times we are confronted with this internal battle and yet never really able to get through it without telling ourselves some kind of faulse reality of how easy it is to get over. Insecurities are a powerful things many times they can bring us to our knees asking the age old question of why me? and then there are those times that it can break us.
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2007/11/26
The "Why me?" Factor
So I think that everyone can say that they have at least once asked the question "Why me?" The Bigger question is what is behind asking the one question that is so self critical we rarely see a posative outcome.
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2007/5/28
Life in Writing
When people make a first impression of themselves to you and as they walk away some where in your mind you decide that to you that person is passionate about something. So what makes them so passionate?
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2007/5/23
Standing at the End of the Earth
Growing up in a small town on the prairies I never really had a idea of what it meant when people say it felt like they "were standing at the end of the earth for they could see nothing forever." Tonight bored out of my mind and feeling pretty numb about everything I went outside to see what it was like to see the ocean at night.
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2007/4/29
Destination - Home
On May 3rd at 9:30 am I get to start my journey home. I have been antisipating this trip for so long, that I find myself spendig the last few days that I have left here imagining everything that home is going to be. From the moment of stepping on that airplane to the moment I get off at my final destination. I can't help but wonder if or if i'm going to get to the point of feeling like the weight I have bared for some long is really going to lift off my shoulders? Am I going to be able to breath easier?
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2007/4/21
Just a thought
I find myself hitting a bit of a writers block. I can't help but wonder how with so much emotion and events that happened that something would of inspired me to write something I think, but instead I find myself feeling everything and sometimes all at once and not being able to place a single thought feeling or idea down infront of me.
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2007/3/30
A Dream Come True
Have you ever had a moment when you had to sit down because you just realized that somewhere between today and yesterday your world changed?
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2007/2/28
Half full or half empty
Its the age old question that we have all asked ourselves and we have also used it as a way to determine if we are negative thinkers or postive thinkers. So what happens if we put a different spin on the idea. Is life to short or do we have the time in the world?
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2007/2/26
In to deep
This may not make sense to anyone, but I really feel like I have to appologize for something that I did, that I don't even think the person that I did it to, knows that I did it. I want to apologize to him, and I'm sure I will next time I talk to him and I know I will have to explain myself.
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2007/2/23
Venting not writing
When life throws you a curve ball and you do your best not to strike out why is it that it always feels like everyone around you is out to critize or judge? I'll explain...
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